December 17, 2009

Im 17 years 1 hour and 23mins old as of the time.
considering the date and not the exact time im born.

Today had a great time with jo yun and yi.
Wake up at 11plus (i think) then went to opps temple.
Sister return taisui and i went to pray.
After that suppose to buy prince milk and 30eggs.
The pet shop close so only bought the eggs.

Home already, slack and wait for time to pass.
Around 1 plus then make food for prince.
Then get ready and off to take bus.
Sorry to let yi to wait for me.
usually im the one waiting for ppl haha.
Then jo reach also, mrt to clementi then bus to Ngee Ann.
Waited for yun for dunno how long, ate lunch at makan place.
Saw A.Siddiq at there too lols, he just end his lesson.
I like his new hairstyle look very nice, LOLs.

Still cant decide what hair style i want, or wanna dye not.

After that cab to ecp, started drizzling.
Still jo, yun and yi rented bike.
while i use my blades.
We blade towards the changi side.
Quite tiring but then is fun de la.
Been quite some time since i was at ecp.
Like a year? the last time was my 16th bdae.
Then one incident i super angry lo.
a group of ppls riding bicycle.
Then one bang into yi bike and yet they never apologise.
their front wheel was danted. pray they paid a tons to the shop.
Bang into ppl still never ask if yi is alright or apologise lo.
And the thing is they were on the wrong side of the path norh!
Its wasnt yi fault at all, yet they still zzzz.
After that we stop at some place where we never see before.
took some pics, rest a while then off we cycle, blade back.
On the way back i saw that group of ppls that bang into yi.
I speeded up and only turn off when very near them =D
Still not enuff norh. Better dun see them again.
So inconsiderate ppl who don't obey the laws and rules.

Then back to the shop, they return the bikes then we go find food.
We ate steam boat =D
Its like we exercise for 2 hours then we ate for 2 hours.
No point, haha but it was fun.
This can say the first steamboat i ever had with my friends.
After that we go take a short walk before we go take cab back jp.
Went to xtra, jo draw money then return me, then we yi split off to home.
i split off with jo and yun at interchange lo.

Home liao then ya now lo.
Bath hao liao now drying hair and watch the big bang.
Lie to me episode 10 out liao =D tml can watch.

tml soccer at fico also.
fri got setup job.
cant make it for the N result release i guess.
sigh. hope my mei(s) do well.

Hao nah end here =D Toodles my readers.


Thanks jo, yun and yi for once again letting me feel that i still have friends.
Next year i will be so call free, my full freedom.
At least in Singapore? 21 then can oversea with friends.
Must remember our date next year and years alright?
And not only that date nah, still can have dates de.
I wun forget you all de, even go poly if i can.


AND =( I JUST REALISE 2009 CUT OFF FOR FSV WAS 11. NOW IM WORRIED I CANT GET IN.

Posted by t_marcus at 1:23 AM

November 26, 2009

Dead beaten.
Just got home not long ago.

Woke up at 2pm.
Ate beehoon while watching charlie and the chocolate factory.
After that did housework.
Bath then head to teck kwangs house.
So freaking hot. sweated like hell.
Waiting for linus and kianyew to reach.
Then cab down to the carlton hotel.
Supposingly the highways both AYE and PIE jammed.
So we took the normal road.
I was squeeze between linus and kianyew and at the back.
Meter Plus Peak hour Plus ERP.
Its not cheap. 30++.

Was much anticipating how big the place will be.
End up the waiting area is so freaking small.
The Mocktails expected was just the standard coke, spirit and orange.
Then went in the ball room, its so freaking tight.

Had fun in a way? hi myself?
There was times where by im the only 1 left at the table.
Didn't manage to sit with Yueshi mei on the other table.
Hope she wasn't bored there.

Didn't take alot of pictures.
Didn't dare to approach some people.
Still waiting for those people to upload mine pics.
Only got like 9 pictures.
Some even blurred.
Once all is uploaded then i upload here.

After that went back by train then to street soccer court.
Texted dumb to see if she's awake but guess sleep le.
Her house don't have any lights on.
Slack at the court. chit chat.
Play soccer abit.
Then walk home with ray.


This prom made me even realise that i don't have friends?
A strong group of friends.
When the prom ended i dunno who to follow.
Being with the Vongolas and girls seems abit weird?
But they are the only group there i could hangout with?
I can actually sit alone at the table.

Don't know how to put it but...
The friends i know, especially close and special friends.
We get alone pretty well and pretty close at first.
All of a sudden the whole relationship can just flip.
Flip till like we never even met, worst than stranger.

Im in my current state i can only blame myself.
Being so inmature and neglecting the people i used to have.
Now im all alone, given up on love or just anything.
I've no aim or what so ever since the last incident.

Posted by t_marcus at 2:25 AM

November 19, 2009

Had nothing to do.
Suppose to go over Qihua Primary to help out goddad with their awards day.
But goddad not feeling well, so rot at home.
Rotting at home is already sad enough. plus alone plus rain.
Ultimate.
Tml their annual concert.
Going down again.
Practically i got no where to go, no job.
So go help out.
This whole week except today im at Qihua.

Monday watched astroboy with jamal, zizou and 1 of their friend.
wan left half way.

Why is it so hard to find a freaking av related job.

Why a guy like me, had no 1 texting me.

Im upset.

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Posted by t_marcus at 3:59 PM

November 11, 2009

Its finally over.
5 years of 'hard work' is finally done.
Next countdown is to prom night.
Anticipate to be there lonely, but well.

Tomorrow going interview for event coordinator.
The name of the post sounds like what im looking for.
Hopes that what im looking for.

Manage to only get hold of 2 out of 4 testimonial from my teachers.
Well 2 just didn't reply my message.
Hope it is enough to get me through.

Spent 59 bucks on those working shoes.
black blackhammer.
So not used to wear formal but ya.
Will have to get use to it.

Its a good thing if i get use to it?
Cos means my pay will be good?

But with pay good so what.
Whats done cant be undone.
Whats happened cant be reverted.

It just the same old feeling.
wasn't the happy 'yeah' feeling i want after O's.
Its just felt nothing.

Im off. Gotta work on my resume for tml's interview.
tata

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Posted by t_marcus at 5:11 PM

November 4, 2009

WEEEEEE!
lame -.-
im back people.
The topical papers are finally over.
left with combine science paper 1.
Gonna try my best to get full 20% if possible.
because .... i messed up my Chem and i messed up my dnt.
Now just gonna pray the results i wish for will come true.
IF not it will be a serious headache for me.

After 5 years finally waited this day to come.
The relieve of secondary school.
Although there still too much things i have yet or intending to let go.
But still im out for a secondary school. like so phewwwww.

Blah today after paper returned home, then started painting my room.
MUHAHAHA. i think its nice?
Bright Orange and Bright Green.
Very contrasting?
Gonna take me quite a number of days to finish.
Cos its like all horizontal walls are gonna be orange.
All vertical walls are gonna be green.
from top view.
I nothing to do zai do model then post here. =D
muhahahaaa.
so happy? but still sad things are running in my heart.

Blog again.
So gonna make my life so interesting after O's
Just too much things awaiting me to go do.
tata

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Posted by t_marcus at 10:34 PM

October 24, 2009

1 day i can be just so relax.
smiling, laughing like nobody business.
the next, im all empty again.
no idea what to do.
i wanna do well, i wanna get good results.
nothing goes right in my life.


At the beginning by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there whenthe storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

Posted by t_marcus at 3:52 PM

October 22, 2009

Science Practical.
Its like O's had finished.
Wasted a day.
Got to push myself real hard.
Went back to school after 2 weeks.
Everyone say i go mountains, go training.
so ... but they are just worried.
So sorry =D im back for now.
2 more weeks to go.

Posted by t_marcus at 11:52 PM

October 21, 2009

Im back.
Nothing much to say.
Tomorrow will be the official start of O's.
21 days in total, only have papers on 8 days.
Past 2 weeks couldn't sleep well, or early.
early jiu very early, late even more early.
Bad news to some people, good news to some.
Thanks for those that worried? Sorry to.
How the explanations goes, i really dunno.


I ask myself everyday why i do this,
I don't know why.
Before i know of it, aren't we still the same?
I never understands why you would have such a impact on me.
But you did, you always will.
There is no reason to love.


PS: decided on nothing yet.

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Posted by t_marcus at 9:25 PM

October 4, 2009

Its just life.
In just about 13hours 41min 33sec.
I shall cut all communication through the net, msn, phone.

Spend this 13hours near 14hours wisely?
There will be pretty much no way to communicate with me.
ya.

THE END.

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Posted by t_marcus at 10:17 AM

October 3, 2009



"Guess its better for all if i were to be away from everyone else"
Thanks gina for the wonderful picture you took for me.
Its does look cool.

011009
Lessons were as usual?
Till 1530.
Went to hall.
Rehersal till 2030++ like that?
Reach home already 2100+
Eat, make food for prince, bath, sleep.
Parents back from Genting.
Mother was basically screaming at the top of her voice.
As usual.

021009
The day had come.
Graduation day.
There were laughter, tears.
Emotions were everywhere in the house.
i took tons of pictures.
300+ which come down to 197 useable pictures.
Some were double just in case the picture is not nice.
i took individual pictures with 50 friends.
Mostly i didn't even take pictures with them before.
After the ceremony, i went totally let go mood?
Just keep asking ppl to take pictures with me.
As long as i know them, they know me, i jiu take pictures with them.
It was just a pity that i didn't get to take pictures with 5 people.
3 were like so near to me in canteen but, ...
After that stayed in school with ly till 1230?
waited for dumb then took photos.
Then went up hall, see my juniors get scolded.
No comments on my ex-ava crew.
Its already ex.
went to sakae to eat buffet?
Mr Michael Chua treat our dnt group as promised.
THANK YOU MR CHUA!

yea anyways i got a A grade range for my folio.

After that went to slack at the library playground there.
Left at 1830 like that.
Bus with ferlin cos she going church.
then homed, slacked alot.
Housework, upload pictures.
slept.

Pictures can be found at: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/teh.marcus.68?v=photos&ref=profile

197 pics all under albums starting with "FAGC_"

Don't even know if anyone gonna jio me out later on to play?
But yea if have then update again later?
tata.

P.S anyone want me to upload pic here just tag me.

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Posted by t_marcus at 11:41 AM