November 4, 2009
WEEEEEE!
lame -.-
im back people.
The topical papers are finally over.
left with combine science paper 1.
Gonna try my best to get full 20% if possible.
because .... i messed up my Chem and i messed up my dnt.
Now just gonna pray the results i wish for will come true.
IF not it will be a serious headache for me.
After 5 years finally waited this day to come.
The relieve of secondary school.
Although there still too much things i have yet or intending to let go.
But still im out for a secondary school. like so phewwwww.
Blah today after paper returned home, then started painting my room.
MUHAHAHA. i think its nice?
Bright Orange and Bright Green.
Very contrasting?
Gonna take me quite a number of days to finish.
Cos its like all horizontal walls are gonna be orange.
All vertical walls are gonna be green.
from top view.
I nothing to do zai do model then post here. =D
muhahahaaa.
so happy? but still sad things are running in my heart.
Blog again.
So gonna make my life so interesting after O's
Just too much things awaiting me to go do.
tata
Labels: im free.
Posted by t_marcus at 10:34 PM
October 24, 2009
1 day i can be just so relax.
smiling, laughing like nobody business.
the next, im all empty again.
no idea what to do.
i wanna do well, i wanna get good results.
nothing goes right in my life.
At the beginning by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis
We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there whenthe storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you
Posted by t_marcus at 3:52 PM
October 22, 2009
Science Practical.
Its like O's had finished.
Wasted a day.
Got to push myself real hard.
Went back to school after 2 weeks.
Everyone say i go mountains, go training.
so ... but they are just worried.
So sorry =D im back for now.
2 more weeks to go.
Posted by t_marcus at 11:52 PM
October 21, 2009
Im back.
Nothing much to say.
Tomorrow will be the official start of O's.
21 days in total, only have papers on 8 days.
Past 2 weeks couldn't sleep well, or early.
early jiu very early, late even more early.
Bad news to some people, good news to some.
Thanks for those that worried? Sorry to.
How the explanations goes, i really dunno.
I ask myself everyday why i do this,
I don't know why.
Before i know of it, aren't we still the same?
I never understands why you would have such a impact on me.
But you did, you always will.
There is no reason to love.
PS: decided on nothing yet.
Labels: you did and you always will be part of me.
Posted by t_marcus at 9:25 PM
October 4, 2009
Its just life.
In just about 13hours 41min 33sec.
I shall cut all communication through the net, msn, phone.
Spend this 13hours near 14hours wisely?
There will be pretty much no way to communicate with me.
ya.
THE END.
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Posted by t_marcus at 10:17 AM
October 3, 2009

"Guess its better for all if i were to be away from everyone else"
Thanks gina for the wonderful picture you took for me.
Its does look cool.
011009
Lessons were as usual?
Till 1530.
Went to hall.
Rehersal till 2030++ like that?
Reach home already 2100+
Eat, make food for prince, bath, sleep.
Parents back from Genting.
Mother was basically screaming at the top of her voice.
As usual.
021009
The day had come.
Graduation day.
There were laughter, tears.
Emotions were everywhere in the house.
i took tons of pictures.
300+ which come down to 197 useable pictures.
Some were double just in case the picture is not nice.
i took individual pictures with 50 friends.
Mostly i didn't even take pictures with them before.
After the ceremony, i went totally let go mood?
Just keep asking ppl to take pictures with me.
As long as i know them, they know me, i jiu take pictures with them.
It was just a pity that i didn't get to take pictures with 5 people.
3 were like so near to me in canteen but, ...
After that stayed in school with ly till 1230?
waited for dumb then took photos.
Then went up hall, see my juniors get scolded.
No comments on my ex-ava crew.
Its already ex.
went to sakae to eat buffet?
Mr Michael Chua treat our dnt group as promised.
THANK YOU MR CHUA!
yea anyways i got a A grade range for my folio.
After that went to slack at the library playground there.
Left at 1830 like that.
Bus with ferlin cos she going church.
then homed, slacked alot.
Housework, upload pictures.
slept.
Pictures can be found at: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/teh.marcus.68?v=photos&ref=profile
197 pics all under albums starting with "FAGC_"
Don't even know if anyone gonna jio me out later on to play?
But yea if have then update again later?
tata.
P.S anyone want me to upload pic here just tag me.
Labels: Guess this is how all its gonna end.
Posted by t_marcus at 11:41 AM
September 30, 2009
Well. Today, didn't even enjoy sitting at hall.
After singing national anthem, was called back to class for english intensive.
Ms fong took over us. Didn't bad for my compre?
After recess lessons were as usual.
After normal lesson, went to GO to wait for Jemery.
Went up hall, a while, left for extra lessons.
Till 1530, back to hall to help out with GC rehersal.
Nothing much to fill for the rehersal just that.
My ava crew sucks badly, need hell of a training.
Till blah blah 8+? including the final filmings.
Went to take cab. waited a good 1/2 hours?
Was very tired, hungry?
By the time i reach central, i was totally weak.
I don't know how to explain that feeling?
Really very weird and uncomfortable.
Tomorrow will be the final sound checks and correcting.
Hopefully i can be still standing on friday to witness my graduation.
Homed, ate, feel much much better.
Tv-ed, bathed, make food for prince and now blogging.
Less than 2 days till im offically out of westwood.
To those that hate me, good news for you yea?
U can finally not see me in the school.
Don't even know if anyone would actually miss me?
O's level, End of Year Examinations is killing me?
Not in a stress way but ppl around me are all studying very hard.
And i myself doing the graduation stuffs, of course home where will got the mood to study?
I got no 1 to chat to?
Its not their fault to study and put me aside.
Studying is good for their future.
Blah whatever, also no 1 will be reading?
Oh yea. got back the class photos.
The So call Pros took the pictures.
They are the Pros i can't comment much.
The blue/green screen is not properly done.
That's all i can say.
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Posted by t_marcus at 10:03 PM
September 29, 2009
28/09/09Monday lesson was alright?
Usual lesson.
Mrs tan gave us a small card of note for us.
I know i aren't performing, sorry.
I'll do my best for O's. I need the result.
After school was the graduation rehersal.
1 word. 'PISSED'
My ava heads wasnt around.
Leaving just 2 juniors that basically know nothing.
The only thing is they move fast.
No 1 is there to do the sound.
End up jeremy, joy and myself were the one doing.
just pissed.
the rehersal goes up to 7+.
Only managed to reach home at like 8+ near 9.
bathe, eat.
stone
sleep.
29/09/09
Didnt went to school.
morning wake up with sore eye.
not really sore eye but its cos my eye is easily irritated.
only woke up at 12+ near 1?
eye feeling better.
ate lunch.
stone. nothing much to do?
still haven started studying.
giving myself to start on monday.
i must.
tml gonna be another long day.
gonna adjust the spot lights and settle everything for GC.
Its like it is my GC and im doing all the stuff.
Its like i dun mind doing it as my last event.
But at least for who ever sake, the juniors got to be around?
I can help during rehersal to perfect everything for the day itself.
but no 1 was there for us to relay instructions and final stuffs.
JUST PISSED OFF.
wanted to call a meeting for tml.
but fuck it? scold so many times also no 1 listen in.
plus my appearance there might not be wanted.
so yea.
anymore things to say will update later.
missed today english intensive.
very bad for me.
my english sucks.
Labels: will you be there?
Posted by t_marcus at 3:45 PM
September 27, 2009

Prince teh chee boon look emo in this picture just like his owner.
Still remember the days i beg my mother to get me a dog.
The day which she finally got me 1.
The day i carry him from the pet shop to home even on the car.
Prince spend the past 7 gonna 8 years accompany me when im down.
No matter how bad am i, he just never utter a word and kept me accompany.
He's part of my family and always will.
Next month gonna be 8 years old human years.
Which is like 8 x 7, 56 years dog years.
Yea talk about friday yea.
Lessons as usual.
Then hari raya celebration.
Then got a short break before start filming.
Which took from 1230 to around 1900.
Freaking tiring plus Jeremy and i didnt have lunch.
My class and 4g were sort of pissed that they get to refilm?
But whatever nah, its graduation ceremony not any competition.
Its all about the memories we had in westwood.
I believe still 4D still made the biggest impact to westwood.
We have the greatest variations of people in the class?
The DVD is really one thing i wish, if any GC are reading.
Please please persuade your friends to purchase the DVD.
Or else there wun be a publish of the dvd.
Just imagine this, the long hours you put into the clips, film, editing, after effects.
And ppl just cos wanna save a few bucks and copied the dvd.
How would you actually feel? i believe its very terrible.
Its like that long long hour u put in. and editing is not a fun thing.
What's put a smile on us is to see the expression and reaction of the viewer when the clip is shown.
Sighs.
Yup then went to jp meet my mother.
Headed to xingnan in my uniform ( so ugly ><)
then meet chiew min. chat chat awhile.
she go with her friends.
i stone at the table at quad.
waiting jing han to come.
the spot lights wasn't on but was pretty sure my batch no 1 came?
chatted with jing han then find mr taufik then go his car see his 2 kids.
very cute.
When i was sitting alone there, the image of the kids running around.
The freedom feeling was just very nice?
Remember the days in primary school where we got nothing to worry about.
Not even relationships problems, or fights problem.
Just be ourselves and enjoy the hell out of the 6 years.
Xingnan hostile me for only 3 years.
Before that was zhangde, but i lost touch with those friends.
Pretty sad thing, tried to search for them but cant find =/
homed, bath, ate and KO.
Saturday woke up, bath, went to have a haircut.
then went to Jeremy house to take his dslr.
borrowed from him for tml job.
Homed and housework.
Bath again then watch f1.
then now blogging lo.
Replenish my tibits.
gonna enjoy myself.
Going to get sick if cf aren't well by monday.
guess thats all for now. tata.
Labels: will anyone remember me?
Posted by t_marcus at 12:28 AM
September 24, 2009
My chinese O's B3 and assuming that i got a B3 for my DnT.
My current L1B4 will be 21, L1R4 will be 26.
Minus CCA A2(-2) to 19 and 24 respectively.
Both also cannot go anywhere near my course which is 15?
Had not studied for this prelim, pretty suckish results.
Suppose to be performing in Math Science and Geography.
But out of the 3 i only did okay okay for math.
The other 2 were under performing.
Target to obtain a 2 for math, 3 for science and 2 for geography.
cos if that is the case i can boast my combine humanities to a 5.
which eventually pull my L1B4 to 17 L1R4 to 19.
Minus CCA A2(-2) to 15 and 17 respectively.
This look more promising for me to enter School of FMS, diploma in FSV.
Plus my port i should can make it.
If can't high chance i'll be appealing to Lasalle.
The thing that is holding me back is Lasalle is diploma in Film only.
Here's my plan. See result, if possible to go for FMS, i'll.
But if can't i'll appeal to Lasalle.
If Lasalle still can't i only can think of going into animations and gaming.
Lasalle campus is very attractive.
XD and have schools in places like Australia too.
And you get to chose if u wanna drop at year 3 with a diploma or carry on to a Bachelor of Arts (Hons).
Kinda very cool.
Okay enough of results. wanna say rubbish liao.
Okay the respond to the GC DVD was not as expected.
Pretty sad about it.
To me, i think is very cool?
First of all is like we're the first batch that actually been offered this.
Actually is Jeremy and i talk talk then i mention then like that.
Secondly we quoted it at <10 bucks.
You all say, where can you get a customized DVD of YOUR event at that price.
With casing label and everything.
Its like a opportunities in a life time?
Worst part is there's thoughts of duplicating.
Shall not comment.
YEA YEA, the stupid complain thing i dun have the article.
So nothing much to say?
All i wanna say is that, School is currently 9years going 10 next year April 17th.
From the article, Mr lee and family shifted in 3 and 1/2 years ago.
I don't see the reason why if they couldn't stand it, why shift to here.
2nd i believe that the air craft are way way much more noisy and unpredictable.
And lastly, although i admit westwood discipline had dropped but compare to others school in the west, i can say somehow we are the better fews? or at least better then average. (trying to shoot the complain and not other schools; no offences =D)
yea 7days 0hours 44minutes 6seconds +8hours to GC.
Dunno my feelings.
Next week tuesday english intensive only start after school.
The intensive will be like till 1815hr. -.-
we'll see how we can tahan.
Guess too much personal feelings today.
Going to start on the design of 'zip'
Secret =D lols. its just a group of teenager who dreams.
Nights tata
Labels: The Night.
Posted by t_marcus at 10:52 PM