November 26, 2009

Dead beaten.
Just got home not long ago.

Woke up at 2pm.
Ate beehoon while watching charlie and the chocolate factory.
After that did housework.
Bath then head to teck kwangs house.
So freaking hot. sweated like hell.
Waiting for linus and kianyew to reach.
Then cab down to the carlton hotel.
Supposingly the highways both AYE and PIE jammed.
So we took the normal road.
I was squeeze between linus and kianyew and at the back.
Meter Plus Peak hour Plus ERP.
Its not cheap. 30++.

Was much anticipating how big the place will be.
End up the waiting area is so freaking small.
The Mocktails expected was just the standard coke, spirit and orange.
Then went in the ball room, its so freaking tight.

Had fun in a way? hi myself?
There was times where by im the only 1 left at the table.
Didn't manage to sit with Yueshi mei on the other table.
Hope she wasn't bored there.

Didn't take alot of pictures.
Didn't dare to approach some people.
Still waiting for those people to upload mine pics.
Only got like 9 pictures.
Some even blurred.
Once all is uploaded then i upload here.

After that went back by train then to street soccer court.
Texted dumb to see if she's awake but guess sleep le.
Her house don't have any lights on.
Slack at the court. chit chat.
Play soccer abit.
Then walk home with ray.


This prom made me even realise that i don't have friends?
A strong group of friends.
When the prom ended i dunno who to follow.
Being with the Vongolas and girls seems abit weird?
But they are the only group there i could hangout with?
I can actually sit alone at the table.

Don't know how to put it but...
The friends i know, especially close and special friends.
We get alone pretty well and pretty close at first.
All of a sudden the whole relationship can just flip.
Flip till like we never even met, worst than stranger.

Im in my current state i can only blame myself.
Being so inmature and neglecting the people i used to have.
Now im all alone, given up on love or just anything.
I've no aim or what so ever since the last incident.

Posted by t_marcus at 2:25 AM

November 19, 2009

Had nothing to do.
Suppose to go over Qihua Primary to help out goddad with their awards day.
But goddad not feeling well, so rot at home.
Rotting at home is already sad enough. plus alone plus rain.
Ultimate.
Tml their annual concert.
Going down again.
Practically i got no where to go, no job.
So go help out.
This whole week except today im at Qihua.

Monday watched astroboy with jamal, zizou and 1 of their friend.
wan left half way.

Why is it so hard to find a freaking av related job.

Why a guy like me, had no 1 texting me.

Im upset.

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Posted by t_marcus at 3:59 PM

November 11, 2009

Its finally over.
5 years of 'hard work' is finally done.
Next countdown is to prom night.
Anticipate to be there lonely, but well.

Tomorrow going interview for event coordinator.
The name of the post sounds like what im looking for.
Hopes that what im looking for.

Manage to only get hold of 2 out of 4 testimonial from my teachers.
Well 2 just didn't reply my message.
Hope it is enough to get me through.

Spent 59 bucks on those working shoes.
black blackhammer.
So not used to wear formal but ya.
Will have to get use to it.

Its a good thing if i get use to it?
Cos means my pay will be good?

But with pay good so what.
Whats done cant be undone.
Whats happened cant be reverted.

It just the same old feeling.
wasn't the happy 'yeah' feeling i want after O's.
Its just felt nothing.

Im off. Gotta work on my resume for tml's interview.
tata

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Posted by t_marcus at 5:11 PM

November 4, 2009

WEEEEEE!
lame -.-
im back people.
The topical papers are finally over.
left with combine science paper 1.
Gonna try my best to get full 20% if possible.
because .... i messed up my Chem and i messed up my dnt.
Now just gonna pray the results i wish for will come true.
IF not it will be a serious headache for me.

After 5 years finally waited this day to come.
The relieve of secondary school.
Although there still too much things i have yet or intending to let go.
But still im out for a secondary school. like so phewwwww.

Blah today after paper returned home, then started painting my room.
MUHAHAHA. i think its nice?
Bright Orange and Bright Green.
Very contrasting?
Gonna take me quite a number of days to finish.
Cos its like all horizontal walls are gonna be orange.
All vertical walls are gonna be green.
from top view.
I nothing to do zai do model then post here. =D
muhahahaaa.
so happy? but still sad things are running in my heart.

Blog again.
So gonna make my life so interesting after O's
Just too much things awaiting me to go do.
tata

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Posted by t_marcus at 10:34 PM