May 22, 2009
我舍不得-陈孟奇 <大喜事> 插曲
終於發現這一切
沒有你什么感覺都沒有
現在的你
跑到哪一邊
離開這個小房間
獨自一個人走遠點
想念
找不到你
找不到自己
什么時候你才了解
我的心一直在你那邊
我捨不得
這樣就看不見
我好想念從前
不要一個人獨自的埋怨
我捨不得
希望很快就會回到從前
我不希望這一切是昨天
This is a very nice and meaningful, very similar to my current situation..
Like it very must, in fact i love it.
The movie is nice too.
Went back to school to take back a few results from Mid Year Exam.
Math P2 56 / 100
Chemistry 43.5 / 65
Geography 22 / 30
Posted by t_marcus at 12:07 AM
May 20, 2009
'So close yet so far' ; 'All alone'
It have been ??? Im not sure how long was it since I have decided that stupid decision of mine? It's just a torture for me now. I have no rights to take back my words now. Its all too late.
'Chances only comes once in a life time, if you miss it, that's it.'
Just practically become a even more no life person.
Tempted to text you all but I promised and promises are not meant to be break.
一个电话没有信息的人,
一个找不到朋友出门的人,
一个找不到朋友对他们说出心事的人,
一个没有人要联络的人,
一个将会孤单地过完他的一生的人.
Some mistakes are just not meant to be forgotten or forgiven.
Labels: Lonely; Lost.
Posted by t_marcus at 3:03 PM
May 7, 2009
'Love life and life will love you back. Love people and they will love you back.' - Arthur Rubinstein
How true is it? I wondered...
06May2009
Woke up late.
Chem got test, think still manageable?
PE did sit&reach and pull up. 46cm&8pull up respectively.
Both obtain a 4 point B grade.
I want to get gold but my standing broad jump is killing.
I have to at least jump 226cm to get a C grade to keep me in gold.
But the maximum I could jump is actually just 215cm?
Sigh, once again no achievement in school again.
Recess, was usual.
Math lesson carried on with algebra.
I was stoning, not really doing.
While the rest of the strong people is chiong-ing.
They all located at the right side of the class.
While I am located alone on the right.
Social Studies started on chapter 2.
I never sleep, which seems to be a achievement?
English forgotten do what le.
Just remember John came wearing some green graphic shirts.
After lesson rushed home to have my lunch.
Then headed down to find Pri Sch teacher aka 'godfather'
Went to visit his mother. 4th stage cancer.
Stupid me, reach queentown MRT, called him.
Then was like he tell me at coffee shop that side.
So I went to that side, then he say its on the left.
I tot is the left side of the mrt station.
Instead it was actually the left side of the coffee shop.
So I went to the other side and in the end call him again.
Eventually I went over to the the coffee shop side again.
Then he drove me to his house, 15min walk from MRT actually.
He stayed at 28th floor can. SO high. ><
I am just stuck at the 3rd for like 9 years already?
Then when i reach his house, his father , sister and 姐夫 was at home.
He went into his mother room and say to his mother ‘我的gan儿子来了'
Then his mother ask me go in, look still okay, still concious.
Held my hand and talked.
Lets just pray that she can cross this stage and live on.
Say also feel sad, His sister wedding, his mother still can joke.
=/
Then stayed awhile, watch a movie half half.
Then went to anchor point to eat.
Went to eat 香港茶餐厅， started talking about us.
Then realise i and him 父子 for like 7 years already.
Ever since primary 5 i joined ava.
He treat me very good, really like own son.
Pretty worried he will tired out.
Then eaten already he send me to MRT.
Homed, bathed and sleep.
07May2009
Woke up late again.
PD do chinese paper.
Chinese go through previous chinese paper.
Physic was like lying my head on table all the way.
Dun feel like entertaining Chng.
Recess, ate.
CME watch some video, crapping and stuff with cailin.
Geo lesson, supposingly all were fooled.
The 'test' was just a revision worksheet.
Yuwei panicked, i was like keep laughing at her.
Math, Algebra.
English, compre.
Math extra lesson, more algebra.
Home, eat slack, housework, bath.
Now blogging.
And after geo lesson my chest felt compressed.
Like very tight? Doubt its muscle ache.
Seems like jiu bing fu fa. 旧病复发。
Well whatever. No one cares too.
Going to rest.
Wake up at 0300? to do dnt?
See i will wake up not.
tata
Labels: taking a wrong step will cause your life.
Posted by t_marcus at 8:58 PM
May 5, 2009
'small and round ducky'
Woke up at 0500 and check restaurant city.
In the end was bitten by a mosquito like 6-7 times?
So itchy and irritating, in the dark so can't kill it.
Iron uniform, then leave house to school.
Dad went to pump petrol again before going to school.
Reach school saw siyun, jiabao and teckkwang.
Then slack slack, saw suhui saw ducky.
In the end the whole canteen left our table
Together with the next table to us; suhui and amanada.
Then head back to class, take temperature.
The stupid broader's perspective.
Not nice to read one, so freaking old looking-style.
I Want National Geographic or at least RD.
Math lesson, Alegebra again, So-so.
English continued with oral thingy.
We gotta sit in a circle on chair.
I slept on the chair beside my teacher.
Power uh?
Recess, teckkwang went home cos got rashes.
Walking back to class saw dumb at detention area.
Class is Physic, as usual keep my mouth zip.
If not the Chng will think he is the best.
Saw cf? not sure. >< was blurred.
Chemistry, got test, think i can pass.
Dnt >< grading today, and 4D all fail, 4E all pass in Mr chua's class.
Gotta start doing hopefully thurs i die die chiong give him.
Tml going my pri sch teacher's house to visit.
Lesson ended at 1530.
Home, On comp, bath, eat, sleep.
Wake up blogging now.
Gotta carry on stoning.
Thats all.
Labels: blank
Posted by t_marcus at 8:19 PM
May 4, 2009
Dreams and wishes flow off like the gas formed when water is added to dry ice.
Was requested to blog by thickskinned.
Tell you first okay? do not bomb me with language subjects okay?
I will surely faint when i see it and and >< those movies!!!
Already so long, must wait how long then have chance to pass you.
Woke up late today.
Never iron uniform.
Look super untidy.
Wore jacket to cover.
Dad went petrol station.
Reach school at around 0717hr.
Never get to see crapist?
or just (*****)
Raining so wasn't considered late.
Class take temperature.
Math, Algebra worksheet II.
Still okay okay.
Social Studies, as usual can't study one.
Recess, bought 2 pack of mamiie cracker to eat.
Came up saw gina, so get her pass present to pinchu.
Chinese, MYE listening compre.
Can't really seems to understand.
Check the answers, all diff answers.
Half way saw cf walking up?
Should be smiling to me.
I smiled back.
Physics, Chng not in school.
Did a worksheet on magnetism.
Ducky never really cared about me?
Elective Geography, bluffed.
There is no test, postpone to thurs.
Return last week exam paper on chapter 12 & 13.
Scored 12 / 20 . samuel say i was constant?
Doubt so, just luck?
After lesson, bused home.
Was messaging thickskinned as and when possible.
Homed
On comp, Cont Restaurant City.
Tried hell's kitchen, managed to get top after 6 or 7 tries.
Mum called, go central eat dinner.
Slack at comp again.
Do housework.
Bathe.
and now blogging.
1. Gotta iron uniform.
2. type out the points for testimonial for form teacher.
3. study chem.
4. dnt but doubt got mood to do.
Stop here. tata
Just receive a bad news from my primary school teacher/god father.
Labels: 生老病死
Posted by t_marcus at 9:10 PM
May 1, 2009
Today PD time suppose to do SS and instead was stoning and sms-ing people.First period Chinese, continue to do the last year O's level paper.
Suddenly the rain storm down, can picture dooms day. ><
Then is physics lesson i think, was pissed off.
Chng flash a question, i say answer liao jitao ignored me.
damn F up norh. and my answer is like the correct 1? not wrong neh.
so just 'sleep' on the table, but my ears cant seems to be close.
still listening to the lesson, guess i got to? no choice. for O's
recess uh eat as usual nah, black sauce with egg.
CME lesson go see the careers thingy at MRL.
Donald was there using comp and doing ss worksheet.
sat beside her norh, and i type the wrong pw.
jitao sia suay, eventually manage to log in.
today then realise that MRL is using wireless to connect to server.
cheehong they all playing a fool. 'tearing' paper and making the sound.
after CME is elective, geo test. can say first time jammed.
usually will spam write what ever that i can think of.
but today cant think of anything.
maths lesson started revision for MYE on algebra.
the worksheet okay okay nah. hard and easy.varies.
then is english, spammed 2 hours english.
cos plus extra lessons.
then come home, jiu stoned stoned, nothing much to do.
then thickskinned come home help her with her work.
something on use a real life example in link with linear equation.
then told crazyfriend dreamt of her yesterday.
crapist must take care. waiting to crap with u tml =D
dumb think fall asleep while waiting for me to do housework.
sorry ><
tata thats today.
tml going to be force to study again >< shagged. aint with friends.
at somewhere quiet where not much students know.
which is good. no need to see those YP around. making hell laods of noise.
started playing restaurant city. seems fun and bored.
but can say 1 thing. if you can keep ur computer on, sure can top de.
thats all. tata
Labels: crapist.
