June 30, 2009
1G'05 2G'06 outing, not everyone went.
Had a great time together.
At least there is still some friends around.
Posted by t_marcus at 5:19 PM
June 26, 2009
13/06 is injured toe.
22/06 is injured finger.
Was doing dnt artifact.
just after like around 88minutes in workshop i injured.
was sanding on the sand disk machine.
guess my soul wasn't there?
the piece of wood flew off and hit my finger.
the day before didn't sleep.
yup. so ya.
my blog becomes injures report station already.
Posted by t_marcus at 9:26 PM
June 15, 2009
Injured myself at street soccer.
On saturday 13/06
Nothing much to add.
Limping like an old man =)
tata
Posted by t_marcus at 2:03 AM
June 10, 2009
'Everyone is like a code, no one can decrypt every single code in the world'
It had been ages since i posted.
My blog is dead what for do i post.
No one cares, no 1 hops here.
Yesterday got the news at 0036hrs of god-grandmother had left us.
Like what Mr.Chiam said. '阴国' direct translate is 'England'
I couldn't sleep until like around 0430++hrs.
I was suppose to visit her like on week 3.
It was meant to be the blackout week for graduating classes.
When i got the news from god-father, god-grandmother is down with cancer.
Around 1 month++ back till now, i only visited her once.
What kind of god-grandson am i.
I not only failed to my life, i failed in everything.
Its like im left with nothing, nothing at all.
People that used to care me had all left.
I no longer so call can 'chose' who i want to talk my feelings out.
Now i want to 'chose' also don't have the chance.
This goes all the way back to like 2-3 years ago.
When im still blinded to irene.
I made this curse which i guess is really cursed on me.
In short, if im not with her, i will be with nobody.
I just realise this is happen when everyone left.
I curse myself upon the witness of shiyin and irene.
Till now, i failed in everything.
So what i can do well in studies and go to FSV.
So what if i can even go University and earn tons of money.
Money sure can make some one happy to certain extend.
But can money really make one happy? To me its 'no'
The happiness out of money is temporary and not permanently.
I've lost every single thing i used to have.
Sms dropped from 5k to less then 500?
Although most of the time im still the one that text them to disturb.
I swear i will not text the 6 of them, will no longer disturb them.
So far i already broke 3 out of the 6.
A guy who can't keep to his promise deserves nothing.
Once im 18 i'll give my soul to god.
Searching for the master that is willing to teach 神法.
Helping others who need help far more then myself.
'我是命中注定一个人，孤单的活完这一辈子'
Rest in Peace God-Grandmother.
Went to the funeral today.
Tomorrow after lessons will go the funeral again.
Friday will not be going to school.
Friday morning 出山.
May you stay happy on the other world.
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