January 12, 2009
O's release today.
Morning go find mrchiam to check my hair.
well fuck him man. cut till like that le still not approve.
bullshyt. if lao mao not there i surely talk back?
Go back lesson. chemistry dunno what cailin is explaining?
practically i just anyhow follow other ppl? lols =X
P.E hi-jump. as always expected jump once for this lesson only.
was delayed by the girls. merge with 4f and well well.
1 girl didn't manage to cross the 0.75m mark and cried.
Recess blahblahblah
Math lesson. free hand curve graph drawing suck =X
i no ruler so i use atm card then tio shoot by mrs tan.
lesson ended quite fast. tml bring curve ruler le.
if not sure cannot make it!
Social Studies. teach venice norh, till the first point to the rise.
was about to fall asleep in her class. freaking bored plus no air-con.
tio banned since last friday. cos we go chem practical never switch it off.
Physics. mrchng as usual crap nah. give us worksheet do.
1 period only. i can say i totally forget all my work since i go work.
alot concept all forget le. absorbing of new stuffs also slow liao le.
After lesson jiu go hall liao le. go talk talk with friends norh.
was happy for them finally really offically out of westwood.
pretty envy too ba. they leave with the greatest result mark of westwood history.
Result time. my mao never manage to did it. but all i can say mao.
is that ur language is really good okay? a1 and a2. that is already enough.
to make this idiot to be envy okay. u might wanna consider ask teacher to help.
testi plus appeal might allow to let u go to poly? its possible.
nothing its impossible. we are just 16, there's still a long path out there.
SHERYL! well same thing nah. stop playing and really study hard?
3E'07 de ppl all can study de. we all know that we are just LAZY
just gotta buck up and we can outdo ppl in those better class.
their alphabat just further then us what. no big deal. who cares!
Sorry to let dumbdumb and gang to wait for me.
didn't manage to see all my friends result but well i believe they can manage.
all along i wasn't able to be there by their side to support them.
yet they are always around to give me a hand.
well well i guess my mother should be honoured to have a sector for her.
DEAR MOTHER(wohhh!?! -.-)
please wake up. its 21th century? 2009 not 1950s or what ever.
im a perfect normal guy? not a girl. not jie.
im 16? and like all mother. who love to give empty promises.
promises that make us happy but then hurt us even more.
i dun know which part of ur brain understands me.
mao is feeling sad and just wish to accompany her?
all along last year all u know is to call me go home after school.
what fuck is that? and want me get good results thats all you know.
but u know? fuck it. results is just 1 factor of life.
so long i never do the wrong things, fuck results.
you want me to score yea. then dun let me study in school. what shyt.
i never was able to help my friends when they are feeling down.
and all you say is ' dun think i dunno where u go'
its like fuck u know. ppl ask me to lie to you.
but fuck care. i know i cant lie to you.
i left house once. and u force me to.
i came back its because of daddy and not u.
daddy is working so hard. trying to earn.
beer and cigarette is alr a habit of his life.
what fuck is it that u always argue about money?
you capable you go work yourself?
stay at home never work still want ppl to do housework for you.
how the hell u want me to study.
everyday like that ruin my mood to do work.
when the time is right. i will throw my cert in ur face and leave this house.
fuck it.
tata sorry for all the vulgarities.
Posted by t_marcus at 6:35 PM