November 26, 2009
Dead beaten.
Just got home not long ago.
Woke up at 2pm.
Ate beehoon while watching charlie and the chocolate factory.
After that did housework.
Bath then head to teck kwangs house.
So freaking hot. sweated like hell.
Waiting for linus and kianyew to reach.
Then cab down to the carlton hotel.
Supposingly the highways both AYE and PIE jammed.
So we took the normal road.
I was squeeze between linus and kianyew and at the back.
Meter Plus Peak hour Plus ERP.
Its not cheap. 30++.
Was much anticipating how big the place will be.
End up the waiting area is so freaking small.
The Mocktails expected was just the standard coke, spirit and orange.
Then went in the ball room, its so freaking tight.
Had fun in a way? hi myself?
There was times where by im the only 1 left at the table.
Didn't manage to sit with Yueshi mei on the other table.
Hope she wasn't bored there.
Didn't take alot of pictures.
Didn't dare to approach some people.
Still waiting for those people to upload mine pics.
Only got like 9 pictures.
Some even blurred.
Once all is uploaded then i upload here.
After that went back by train then to street soccer court.
Texted dumb to see if she's awake but guess sleep le.
Her house don't have any lights on.
Slack at the court. chit chat.
Play soccer abit.
Then walk home with ray.
This prom made me even realise that i don't have friends?
A strong group of friends.
When the prom ended i dunno who to follow.
Being with the Vongolas and girls seems abit weird?
But they are the only group there i could hangout with?
I can actually sit alone at the table.
Don't know how to put it but...
The friends i know, especially close and special friends.
We get alone pretty well and pretty close at first.
All of a sudden the whole relationship can just flip.
Flip till like we never even met, worst than stranger.
Im in my current state i can only blame myself.
Being so inmature and neglecting the people i used to have.
Now im all alone, given up on love or just anything.
I've no aim or what so ever since the last incident.
Posted by t_marcus at 2:25 AM
